Thursday, October 28, 2010

Jesus you are beautiful.
You gave us the beautiful colours of fall that surrond us in vivid colours.
You gave us a powerful wind that shows might.
You gave us change.
There are starts that shine bright in the sky
Flowers that are simply and delicate.
Sun Shines, Sunsets, and the mooon.
There are mountains and valleys.
Country with vast range of culture.
With vast range or nature, people, and love.
Lord, thank you for it.
Let us not forget that you are in the nature. That nature is a represenation of some many of your qualities. And that through nature you bless. It is beautiful.
You are beautiful.
Thank-you.

Your Daughter, Kayla

Monday, October 11, 2010

this thing called balance.

Balance is a word that haunts me. It like a big black cloud hanging over my head saying ... you havn't quite figure out what to do with me yet. It effects all of life in every way. And not in a way of having to much on your plate you can't balance it all but in a way of how do I make this healthy? How do I make this godly? How do I do all this without being selfish? How do I do all of this without getting burnt out? What's more important working an extra shift to relief some money stree or sleeping in a spending the morning with your family? What about people who are always there. They are hurting. Or they need help. You want to help them but eventually the stress of their situation overwhelms into your world.

This things called balance seems entirely to confusing but without it the big black circles around our eyes grow bigger and the accomplisment of the important things grow smaller.
Be postive. But be realisitc.
Be relaxed. But work hard and find for your dreams.
Get good grades. But maintain a social life and be invovled in extra curricular activies.
Spend time with your family. But spend time with your friends.
Do arts a crafts. But don't forget to travel the world.
Enjoy a homemade meal. But don't forget to take a break and let someone else cook.
Don't fight. But stand up for what you believe in.
Have an opinion. But not to much of one.
Be beautiful. But don't try to hard.

Do this... not that.. Too much.. Not enough.. Too traditional... Too strange... Change that.. Be this...

We fight for balance.
The world tells us what we should be.
We again fight for balance in listening to the world and listening to your selves.

It's a battle that is underated. So how do I find the balance in today? What I am suppose to do today? That's not to much and not too little.

How do I make a difference and an impact?

Maybe it's simply but not over thinking things. By being cheerful, myself and about just remembing to BE. Instead of trying to find this mysterious balance.